On the contrary, finally I have all the time in the world. I can focus on writing or vlogging, photography, film making because I am JOBLESS now. It sounds awful but believe me, there's more horrible news about me than that..
I was diagnosed with Leukemia Cancer.
Yes, you read it right. I have cancer. And this is why I am writing this blog. I wanted to share with you my story, believing I can inspire other people who's fighting their own battle everyday.
Well let's get started, let me tell you what happened to me.
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| This was me in Marina Bay, 2 weeks before my diagnosis. |
CHAPTER 1
Last 2017 was not a best year of my life, definitely. I broke up with my long time partner, I was devastated. I was too close depression, well they say don't self diagnosed it, so I won't be claiming that I experienced one though. But all I know, it wasn't an easy ride.
For that reason, I got lost. I didn't know what to do. I was crying regularly at night, like literally almost every night. I became out of focus with my job. I tried everything to forget all the memories that we had, but of course it isn't possible to do that overnight. However, after a few months, I got... over him.. Actually no.. I don't know I was so confused by then. Okay, no, I didn't get over him.. yet..
Besides all of these relationship drama, my year was also "the most" tiring year of my work life. After I came back from my 2-week leave was the start of my nightmare. I had to work 13 days straight with 12-14 hours of duty everyday. Because there was no one who can cover our shift. You might think it was easy because I only work in a cafe, but believe me, NO. Another happening was, one of our team member left the company, so me and my colleague/friend had to deal with everything in the cafe where I used to worked. Definitely we were well trained, In fact, we worked alone most of the time. But at the end of the day, we need someone to rely on the rest of the job when we're busy on the floor. There were incidents were I was from night shift then followed by a morning shift the next day! By the way, I would leave work around 2:00 am if I worked in the evening, and leave the house at 5:45 am if I worked in the morning. Ugh!
June 2017 I started to feel sick. And I was like, WHAAAT??!! Another issue? My Gahd! I was too busy with my work already, with my "moving on" matter and there was this FLU trying to join the party! Leave me alone men!! I was preoccupied, I don't have time for doctors check up!! So in the end, I ignored it.
(to be continue....)
